What I find interesting about Adelita of Fire from the Herbcrafter's Tarot is that this card is about defending the integrity of the grandmother's teachings while yesterday's Two of Air was about letting go of warn out beliefs and lessons. What is ironic about this juxtaposition of cards is that a lot of the lessons that I need to let go of came from my grandmother. In some ways this is a mind twister for me, but when I step back and look at the bigger picture, I need to learn to be discerning about the lessons from my grandmothers and carry with me the ones that add value and let go of the ones that are outmoded. I think I do this to a certain extent as I have picture of my Grandmother Elda hanging over my sink as she is my role model of a good cook. I have so many fond memories of eating around her table. Those are the lessons that I take with me as I learned so much about being a good cook and a good person from her.
One of the intriguing aspects of this card is the call to be a leader and to empower others. That's a message that I've really been learning in my life lately and something my new boss said to me that really struck me was about his wanting to be of service. That's something a lot of people don't think of lately because we make it all about ourselves and all about ego. We don't think about how we can serve others and that makes the world a little sadder. There is this perception somehow that when we serve others we are somehow diminished, but that shouldn't be the case at all because being of service means we are helping others.
Cayenne in combination with Crossing Bridges tells me to only take what is important with me and to let go of all the things that no longer serve me. I need to heal my past and let go of the pain, the anger, and all that junk. This card calls for me to forgive and let go and forgiveness is sometimes incredibly difficult for me because I am a scorpio and my MO is to hold on till grudges until someone has paid a stiff price. This card is telling me that maybe I need to just walk away and let it all go. I am realizing the older I get that grudges really don't serve me well.
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